What have I become?
my eyes swirl with temptation and desire
I hold my innocence like a glass mirror 
One I’m dying to crack. 
one I’m dangling by a thread 
I come so close,
only to be stopped by a former me,
she breaks through the swirls in my eyes and holds my gaze
she smiles and reminds me what happens when you break a mirror
what happens when you’e not ready

the swirls then consume her
she’s lost in the temptations and the madness 
I’m left there to make a choice
a choice to loose myself again,
or to renew myself 

I know what my choice is
I just really wish it wasn’t  
I wish I was who everyone makes me out to be,
Who the girl hidden in my eyes is.