With tears in my eyes
I want to say to you
my darling Dear,
Fuck you.

WIth a crimson crusted razor on my bed
I say to you
I’m better than this.  

Please
sail away into the deep blue
and never turn back to look.
Never remind yourself of me.

I will be right behind you though
whispering softly
come back to me
Haunt me more.  

In everything you see
I hope my image is placed.  
I hope your eyes well with tears
and I hope your heart is pulled to your stomach
by the invisible rope that was us.  

I hope you curl into your bed
and have dreams of your hand on my side
the place where I only let love hold on to.
I hope you wake up and try to touch me.  

I hope after you’ve dug yourself into a pit of loneliness 
you’ll say
What the hell.

I hope in your desperation to crawl out
you’ll call me up like you always do
and Say I miss you
with a secret code.  

and I hope for my hearts sake
that I will look into your black eyes
and with tears in my say
Fuck
you.