Too afraid to record the aches 
praying for memories to fade
and for me to be numb 
apathy sounds so sweet
it’s melody lures me
how Could I reach such a state
when I dwell on nothing but this ache 

I’m just the third wheel 
to your fabulous life. 
Too sad for your upbeat world
Too weak to chase dragons with you
Too emotional to possibly feel joy 
with what is given. 

In the corners of your wildest dreams I’ll stay 
Smiling.
looking pretty.
Silence will dwell in me until you speak
and from my lips I’ll answer. 
I’m merely here for your hearts desire
waiting around just for a glance
A Sign that I may just be
enough. 

Silver Tears
Gleam in the moons glow
Gleam when the ache seeps in the most
when my insides turn
When the silence is just too much. 
gleam and glow
when I need Someone most. 
when I need you most. 

You know not what you do
Not of the hurricanes in my eyes
of the flood in my lungs
nor the fire burning up my heart. 
I’ll just sit back in the shadows of your glory. 
waiting for a day 
when you need as much
as I need you. 
when you want
as much as I crave for you. 
When you love with as 
much love as my silence holds