please forgive me
I need you to forgive me
I need this so much
I need it
I can’t live inside my skin right now
I need it to escape
And I know no one understands
but I can’t keep going
So it’s either me
or my emotions
i don’t know how it feels anymore
And I’m getting nervous
but I know how good I’ll feel after
I just need you to forgive me

I’m so fucking sorry
Look how hard I worked
Look what I’m doing
And all I have it a stupid poem to show you
how sorry I am
And how much I hate myself.

I swear it won’t lose control
I just need you to be here right now. 
please stop
please I’m sorry.