My body feels like pins and needles
I can’t feel my throat
Only the air it’s pushing into my stomach
I just want security
but I have none
And I guess I’ll never know.
Love me
love me
pull the air out my stomach
Don’t let me be afraid
it was so long ago
Don’t look
but remember what happens when you ignore
Remember where you were
And what happened
but you can’t kill yourself like this
you’re too young
I’m too young
Not everyone is out to get you
Not everyone will hurt you
only you will let them
I’m not calling you a liar
but don’t hurt me like this
Settle down the seas of my imagination
I have no reason to be on edge
but everything feels like a crumbling wall
My thoughts are above such a weak foundation.
I need your help.