December 2011
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Shake shake shake go my hands And the numbness sprints through my veins I know it’s coming I’m getting there My spin clenches and holds its self together.   release my limbs slow i’m okay.  
Dec 24th
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I feel the needles coming through my eyes I can feel the ocean bursting at my lids please assure me love hold back this flood I can feel the shots in my noes  And I can feel the air being pushed back into my stomach I feel it coming I know it’s there please don’t let me live like this.  kill me Kilme  
Dec 24th
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please forgive me I need you to forgive me I need this so much I need it I can’t live inside my skin right now I need it to escape And I know no one understands but I can’t keep going So it’s either me or my emotions i don’t know how it feels anymore And I’m getting nervous but I know how good I’ll feel after I just need you to forgive me I’m so fucking...
Dec 23rd
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My body feels like pins and needles I can’t feel my throat Only the air it’s pushing into my stomach I just want security but I have none And I guess I’ll never know. Love me love me pull the air out my stomach Don’t let me be afraid it was so long ago Don’t look but remember what happens when you ignore Remember where you were And what happened but you can’t...
Dec 23rd
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Don’t give in Resist the urge hold the fire in your bones Don’t listen to the world just hold your heartache in your blood Don’t relapse It’s only 5 months   Keep your breathing steady Hold the screams under your skin  Clench your fist It’s not that bad Close your eyes Hold it in.  
Dec 23rd
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